Conflicted about joining US DO school - a bit of a rant

hey everyone, this is mostly just me venting out my feelings so feel free to ignore

i was fortunate enough to receive a US DO acceptance a few days ago, i'm so so grateful for it, but at the same time i just cant get myself to feel happy knowing that canada is my home and where i wished i could've attended med and done residency. im still waiting to hear back from tmu and uft, but given how competitive it is, i know the chances are low. my heart is just not set on moving to the states since i've lived here my whole life, but i know if it comes down to it, i will have to go. wanted to see if anyone else here is in the same boat

its just sad to see so many very qualified future med students having to resort to leaving canada to pursue their dream career.

update: im a grad applicant and this is my 3rd cycle applying to canadian schools