I need your advice guys đđ
I can only fluently sight read a 2nd grade piano peice and it's starting to piss me OFF, you don't even understand. I have tried to dedicate time to sight read ONLY, but I'm so unmotivated to try and find out which not is where and if it's a sharp or flat (for the record I'm a 7th grade pianist, and I can play 7th grade songs but my sight reading is disappointing). I've tried music theory and it's helped somewhat but oh boy I can't do this. And it's like I'm bipolar too one day I can read anything and another day I'm a fucking beginner all over again. Maybe I'm just venting because this happens to everyone right? Like sometimes you just can't find yourself being able to read the notes but oh my GOODNESS I'm starting to twitch everytime I see any musical notes. BUDDY DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON THE LEFT HAND. I hate myself đ