Isn’t it normal to want to feel incredible

Like I would take these pills every single day if I can maintain that feeling. Like the only reason I take breaks is because it gets too expensive eventually and because I used to take like 800 MG per day, my tolerance spikes super fast. But I feel so much more motivated, it makes work much less mundane, it just makes the world sparkle. I feel like the cost benefit analysis is the only logical reason not to use. But tolerance wasn’t a thing I would take two pills before work, two pills when I got home and I would be happy all the time.

It’s not like I feel depressed when I’m not using, but it’s just normal life , that’s why people climb Everest and all this extreme shit because we are all chasing some type of high. All of us. It’s just a matter of how productive the consequences of that high are