Sick of not being motivated enough to do anything.

I don’t get it.. I get up early, make food, and I’m ready to go! Have a personal productive day! But that never happens.. I just stare at my web browser instead of doing ANYTHING creative or productive. I’d rather clean my apartment rather than be creative.

This can be one of those “relatable” posts, I know.. but this has been going on for so long.. so many years of being unproductive.. it makes me want to cry. I feel sick of myself not being good enough to be creative. Just a simple fucking idea that I can work with? Is that too much to ask for?

Edit: then at some point I just get burned out and sleep all day.. it’s annoying and depressing. I’m sick of this.