Lost
I am new grad nurse going on week 8 of my med surg job. I just realize nursing isn’t for me. I don’t like what I do, some staff aren’t nice my anxiety and depression are through the roof. I feel like a failure because my parents paid for my college and now I’m telling them I don’t think this career is for me. I think they are going to kick me out if I quit my job but my mental health is already so poor and I’m in a very dark place. Idk where to turn or what to do with my life. Obviously I believe I am smart person because nursing school is rigorous and I got through it. I am just a person who is slow moving at times and likes routine in which I’m on a fast paced unit and obviously healthcare isn’t routine emergencies happen. I just feel like my life is over and ruined everything by picking nursing