Feeling down

Feeling really down. This is my second revision (cis) I wanted to never wear a bra again. I can't even get my hand over one breast. Yes they are significantly smaller but as it's been 10 years and it's my second reduction I was hoping for a lot smaller. It'd early days, 9DPO, ap I'm hoping they go down a bit. The surgeon keeps saying they will but it doesn't feel like there is much swelling left. It'd really making me second guess and wonder if I should have just got top surgery.