Do you accept financial help from your Nparent/s?

Just wanting to hear from those who do or have accepted money from their nparents? What was your experience like, and how do you feel about it? I feel conflicted because ei know there will be strings attached in some way, but on the flip side I've been on therapy for years because of what I went through with my nmom. Does accepting money she wants to give make me... A bad person?