Lip blush regret!! What should I do ?

I’m so gutted!!! I got my lip blush tattoo 15days ago, I asked the PMU artist if I needed lip neutralisation she said no need as I don’t have much pigmentation and we moved ahead with choosing a colour (it was a warm coral orangish pink) week one it kept getting really dark and blackish red so I thought it’s a process and now after 15 days it’s gone really bad and I hate it , everyone is asking me if I got smokers lips in my family , I’m getting really insecure it wasn’t that bad before now I think I made it 100 times worse by getting a lip blush , how do I rectify this .. It is so dark and bad , I don’t even feel like stepping out of the house or go to work as the first thing people notice and ask me why are you’re lips so dark what did you do .. I don’t know what to do .. is this normal, how do I get back to my old lip colour .. I have attached pics (before, after procedure day 1, day 2, day 5-peeling, day 6-after peeling, now ) for reference please help I’m really getting depressed