Feel like nothing is real

This is sort of an exaggeration but I feel like nothing is real most of the time. It’s sort of weird. Not in the sense that things are really great at the moment so that they are ‘unreal’. I mean that as things are happening I obtain joy and love and I laugh. But nothing feels real. This next part is also weird and hard to explain but I don’t have a great sense of self I think. Idk. It’s hard to explain but I’m thinking maybe I experience the world in a way some people don’t, in the aforementioned sense.