A few personal questions I have…

I’m 33 and for most of my life, I thought I was going pretty well in terms childhood traumas not getting in the way.

But when it comes to relationships, I’m incredibly dismissive avoidantly attached.

I’m learning about this and I really don’t want it to mean I’m the man in his 40s living an expedient life devoid of meaning.

I have dabbled in psilocybin mushrooms and the experience is horrible for me.

Before trying them, I would have said how bad can it really be? and that won’t happen to me because I’m in touch with my emotions

But I’m slowly realising I have some real issues deep down that I’m suppressing.

So…

1. Could I combine this with psilocybin to reduce the anxiety of the mushrooms?

2. How terrible is the next day? I worry about my mental health and low moods.

3. Are there any stickied or famous posts that are a good place to start?

4. Any tips for doing with a partner as a bonding experience? Do both people need to take it? Is sex a terrible idea because nothing afterwards compares?