Is Matchmaking Trash Or Am I?

So of my last 20 Comp games I have won 6. Overall out of 50 games I have won 21. That's way off the 50% target most competitive games aim for.

I play mostly solo que and it's one thing if the game feels competitive and I lose because a player makes a poor decision, but the vast majority are just absolute throat stomps where the desparity in kills is like 10 to 50.

I enjoy the game and don't mind losing but I am at way less than a 50% win rate the system tries to shoot for. I feel like 50 is a pretty fair sample size.