Tips?

lol long story short I am huge. I am 5’7 and 250 pounds and have a binge eating disorder. Today I did an hour of cardio, ate healthy meal prep. Then the night devil comes in and now I’m binge eating on Taco Bell. I cannot stop. I have been trying to lose weight since may and I simply cannot stop binging. I talked to my doctor about weight loss medication, the insurance denied everything of course. I even was thinking of gastric sleeve but I’m scared of the complications. I use to be a small girl, and run track and go to the gym and lift weights. Now I’m bigger than a linebacker, and my foot is always in constant pain. Does anyone know what I can do? I have never tried any psych meds for binging, however I’m not a fan of being on psych meds. Please give me tips.