Thoughts on Asymmetrical Decks?

I got this Happy board blem because it was cheap (well, significantly cheaper than normal) but I'm not sure I like it. The concave amd specs are great, it fits my stance well, and I needed a new DH deck but I just can't shake the feeling that it looks "wrong" and dumb. The wheel poking out on one side but not the other just looks so fucking ugly 😭

As you can see in the last pic it's even asym in the back, so it can't stand straight (I had to prop it up for the pic), like why?

I never really cared about board graphics or colors (and never understood why people do) but turns out I care about the esthetics when it comes to the shape.

It's not like it impacts functionality, I would use an asym footstop anyway. Please convince me I didn't make a mistake and that esthetics don't matter.