Is it weird or normal to be romantically attracted to women but sexually attracted to men?

I don't know. I'm just kinda confused with my sexuality.

I'm realize I'm not actually that interested in having sex with women. I have been with several women but sex honestly doesn't interest me that much. Half the time I just fantasize and wish they had a dick.

I don't know how to say it but it just feels so much more natural and instinctive for me to sleep with someone with a dick. I wanna pop it in my mouth and suck it like a lollipop, or bounce up and down it, or go straight to pound town with it. I also love being held in the strong arms of a man, being carried up and mounted, or being held and pinned down by them. Turns me on so much to be overpowered.

So you'd think I'm attracted to men right? I think so too. Then I walk by and see a totally attractive woman and I just fall head over heels with them. The phrase "so pretty it hurts" is a pretty apt descriptor. I want to kiss them, take them out for dinner, cuddle together, make them laugh and take care of them.

And it makes me realize that I don't see men the same way. I've never had a crush on a guy. I never met a guy that I cared enough to go out on a date with. I don't fantasize about sleeping or dating with any particular guy. I just kinda see men as a faceless automated dildo to make my body feel good.

In all honesty, my ideal partner would probably be a tall, strong and beautiful woman with a dick lol. I'd wanna wine and dine them, kiss them, be held in their arms and bounce up and down their dick.

Is my experience common? Does anyone share my view? Or am I super weird. Or super normal? IDK!