what age did you start wanting to have sex?

so I recently turned 18 and its kinda made me realise some things that i never really thought about.

obviously now i’m at an age where being in a relationship it’s kinda expected that you will have sex. and if i were to get into a relationship my partner would want to be intimate, i know people who lost their v card at like 13, i never really cared about that stuff i’ve realised that i just kinda don’t think about sex.

i know that there’s no rush but i don’t even want to have sex, i have thought i like girls for a really long time but i never ever thought about the SUPER intimate stuff and now that it’s kinda expected i have realised that i have no idea about it. i don’t even know if i would enjoy it. it’s really got me doubting my sexuality.

I always thought i was bisexual, i still don’t want sex with a guy but it’s less intimidating to think about,i don’t know if it’s just because i have no idea about how to even go about lesbian sex or because guys are kinda expected to lead it?? do you know what i mean?. should i not be desperate for it? am i straight after all of this? is it not normal to not want THAT level of intimacy? but i’m just… idk tell me ur story’s ig