Dark sex magic manifestation

One of the wildest things to me after 4 years of studying the RA material is sex magic. It was very hard for me to accept this as something that could have a real manifestation in third density. Due to the nature of Green Ray and Blue ray sexual transfer, I'm sure it's really hard to come up with examples of positive manifestation in real life other than personal anecdotes. Yet there seems to be lots of evidence of manifestation of dark sexual magic in the world... Certainly, in the past we had Aleister Crowley. In 2024 we heard of Diddy and the allegations and rumors circulating dark rituals. Certainly, his monumental success seems questionable given what he's been up to. Then, yesterday,I was devastated, just absolutely beyond devastated to learn one of my favorite writers of some of my most beloved books is consumed by darkness. I'm of course speaking of Neil Gaiman. Upon reading the now viral vulture article, I immediately thought of what Ra said about Red Ray sex being addictive and the person who engages in such conduct finds themselves filled with insatiable need for such dominion and gratification at the expense of the other self. Given this, his writings now make much more sense and the scene in which he writes of Calliope ,the Muse, being raped in exchange for success as an author seems prophetic and drawn from the deep mind

I think the proof is in the pudding folks. I could desperately use some cheering up. Does anyone have any positive Green Ray activation or Blu-ray activation stories to share? Or maybe more examples of negative Red Ray manifestation?