Lamictal/ TW

lamictal was working for a while, i take 200mg. my psych said that my drinking is considered “misuse” and can lead to further SH, she is monitoring both…it has sometimes but it helps me, both of them…but i believe my lamictal stopped working after its been helping me for months, or i can’t tell if im just in a depressive episode? my appointment isn’t for another 2 weeks. i relapsed tonight, drank a bottle of wine and for the last few weeks very s…

does this just sound like a depressive episode or it stopped working and i need to up? at this point ive thought over the years i need resi to help me, but lately i feel afraid to be with myself most times