I hate people and being in public

I love the comfort of my room and being alone in peace away from the judgement of others. Nothing I like more than being alone. My whole life I’ve always gotten treated poorly and people look at me like I’m an animal in a zoo. They have this look of disgust on their face when they see and walk by. I’m ugly I get it but you don’t have to remind me when I’m just trying to live and get by day to day. The only times throughout my life I’ve ever had true comfort in myself and my space is whenever I’m home in my room. No one is around to judge me, confront or make me feel bad because of my appearance. I hate people and honestly would stay in my house the rest of my life if I could. I find zero enjoyment and pleasure when I’m outside and sharing the same areas with these people. They disgust me with their ignorance.