I don't have energy to write again

23F tell me how can I socialize in real world with some real idea I am stuck at house I hate when people don't listen to my words I know they are not the age where they need listen to other people but why the fking f I am suppose to do. I don't have friends because everyone wants one of there kind than this post will removed when I tell what is one of there kind. Why Seriously why do have to make new account every single time because everytime someone see F and they want sxtxt if I accidentally mention or after being freaking angry frustrated person to normal human being and gets normal I somehow indicate I want to do it. ffffffgshgzgsbshhsshkanvsgshsbjd in sbsbbs I chose this subreddit from some ai suggestions