Financial Burden of my family
I am a 33-year-old male and I live with my parents and my special needs brother. My mother is a homemaker, and she is going through a lot of illnesses, while my brother is also struggling with mental disorders. My father is retired, and I am the only one who earns in my family, making around 65k per month.
Last year, I bought a house, and as a result, all my savings went into the down payment and registration fees. I even had to withdraw my PF, and now, I have no savings left. I have to pay 30k as EMI, and due to my family's medical history, I also have to give my father 30k every month. This leaves me with nothing for my own expenses, let alone any savings.
I am just tired of taking care of my family. My father used to work at a shop, and he earned nothing. Even my education was sponsored by my relatives because my dad couldn't afford it. I used to wear used clothes from my relatives because my family couldn't buy new ones for me. Unfortunately, the situation has not changed, and I still have no money, even though I earn a decent amount. I have to think twice before buying anything, while my friends are buying iPhones and going on foreign trips. Here I am, buying a 15k phone on EMI.
Initially, my parents forced me to buy a house, and now, half my salary goes towards the EMI, and the other half goes to them. Yet, they are now pressuring me to get married, even though I don't have any savings for a wedding, and I will have to cover all the expenses because they don't have any money. I feel like I am trapped and cannot escape from taking care of them.
I am so irritated with my family that I don't even speak properly to them. I am always in my room, and I don't talk to them. I don't know what to do. I know I have to take care of my family, including my brother who has Down Syndrome. I can't even think of dying because after me, there is no one who can take care of them.