Day 1 of the Journey

I think... No, I know. I know it's over. I know these lingering feelings will torment me for a while, but how long? I'm nervous I won't gain my footing. I'm scared that i wasted too much time. I feel stupid for ignoring all the signs and my needs for someone else.

Today we said goodbye, and I'm the only one struggling with it.

I hope I learn and treat myself better. I hope I can get up tomorrow. I hope I just keep moving and trying to reach my own happiness.