My first gay kiss had me questioning...

Hello. I (22M) live in the dorm where there's someone (25M) living. He knew I am into boys by his gaydar skills and I really liked the way he looks (Hairy and muscular.) He asked me to come over in his place so we talk and I said "why not? I will come after 30 mins".

Afterwards I took a shower and I came to his place then we talked about college and life challenges and after that I told him that I am gay and he said he knew it and he asked me if I want to try things with him and I said "why not?"

We started by a hug and kisses on the cheeks which it was very beautiful beginning, after that he grabed my head to kiss him, I kissed him but it felt very weird, he was so close to my eyes that his face looked different, his lips didn't make me feel anything and the kiss was a turn off for me.

It was weird because I found him attractive at the beginning. I ended up telling him that we must stop kissing and we have to cuddle only, we cuddled for few mins and then we stopped messing around and then we watched a football match

Is kissing not for me? or the kiss should be between lovers? I don't love him atm, I just find him interesting and a friend.