advice needed

34m here..im currently living and working in japan and um.. ive been dreaming about working in a game company here but i dont have the qualification for it ( passed n3 level ) which i think its not enough so.. i'd really hope i can get some advice in this sub.. well i ady lost hope and im not trying to sell my sad storyhere to gain anything i just.. idk man ive tried unalive myself this monthfor being so stressed and depressed in my current condition.. so um i yeah i just need and advice like to where should i start smth like that..i really appreciate any advice and thank you so much in advance