Possibly Flunking Out Of CDL And Borderline Unemployable

I am on the spectrum which limits my opportunities, as many employers in the US avoid hiring autistic/ND/disabled candidates if at all possible.

I went to get my CDL - as trucking companies don't care so much about corporate speak or being charismatic as opposed to white collar jobs. But i failed my test once and if I fail again I'd have to pay an amount of $ to retake the rest that I don't have.

Most of my work experience has been in retail, and I've spent more time dealing with hostile coworkers than actually being able to work on my job; that's why I aimed for an independent profession like trucking.

Since graduating college I've had one job appropriate for my qualifications, but my contract wasn't renewed after their largest client went bankrupt; there were no performance issues.

After applying to nearly 2,000 jobs I'm uncertain what to do. I would consider disability except me doing Lyft would probably disqualify me - even though I don't make enough to sustain myself long term.

Truthfully, I don't know what to do. No one will give me a chance and my work experience is abysmal since I've been stuck in dead end jobs. I was close to a promotion at Walmart but denied it less than a week after I had come out as gay. I've thought about doing pornography/stripping since I've lost a lot of weight and am almost in shape; I wouldn't be happy doing it but I need money.

All I want is a stable career that I can use to shape the rest of my life. But if no one gives me a chance then I dont know what to do.