Should I go blonde?

I’ve always been described as having a unique but odd coloring. I’m multi ethnic and my mother is a makeup artist I’ve always been “yellow and neutral and hard to pin down”

I do understand the maintenance, commitment, and the fact I’ll probably need to be rooty given my natural colors when I compare to celebs/reference photos they look best with a darker blended root. I have naturally curly hair and do not see myself heat tooling it often so it’s gonna be kind of wild and free like it always is. Any advice appreciated!

Last photo is silly me as a kid y2k era punk scene wannabe blonde lmao. I was naturally blonde as a kid and I pull up old baby photos but it’s so hard to tell I was definitely not a bright blonde. I’ve been considering for over a year and after a recent health challenge and losing some hair I’m feeling like screw it what else can I lose? Hair has stopped falling out now left with this! Thank you in advance.