For closeted exmuslims married to muslim partners & living in muslim countries, how do you deal with your sexual fetishes since Islam is against most of them?
As of me, I have always dealt it with suppression. Never told my wife about any kinks & do what & when she wants. But I don't feel good this way. I wish I had an open-minded partner who would put religion behind our happiness.
If I told her, I think she'll tell me it's a major sin to even think about such stuff, but I do want to get it off my chest at least. I don't know if I should though.
Please share if anyone had a similar experience & how did you deal with it.