I regret becoming a mormon.

I was in the church for a short period of time (like 3 months or so), and I regret it. I feel like my life has changed for the worse. I feel that my short time there was not a positive experience either. It feels like a cult - manipulative, elitist, and totalitarian. I can't explain my experience without sounding crazy. I have tried on several occasions to read the book of mormon, but it just makes no sense to me. Has anyone felt the same? Has anyone had positive experiences in the church, or without?