chances of getting anything from this?

i know this is probably stupid, but i'm in a bad spot right now and i'm staying at my boyfriends tonight so i wanna try and rationalise! basically one of my friends came into the pub where i work tonight, got a pint and some chips but then went home because he felt ill. i later found out that he tu last night

don't know why people come out still when this happens, but just wondering if i'll be okay? i'm sure i will, i was literally only around him for 30 seconds at a time when he came to pay for each thing

also plssss no one tell me that i need to seek therapy or something for asking this, im sure it's irrational but because of the bad patch i'm in right now was just hoping for some kind words <3