Is suicide only option?

I graduated with cs degree and i want to commit suicide. I planned before to go into medicine but i couldnt get in any med school. So i decided I would go into cs because of prospects but it seems that is no more in demand. I cant afford any other degree. I thought about engineering but i fear that it will end up the same as cs. I hate myself that i didnt get into med school. I would have job and great money. I hate this job market. At least when i commit suicide i wont have to pay off by school loan. I dont know what else i can do med school isnt possible for me. In law i dont have enough connections. And engineering seems getting saturated as well as cs degree. There is no reason to live any further with debt that i wont be able to pay off because every career is going to have 0 value. At least after suicide i wont have to deal with todays economic situation