Emotional before infusion?

So just had my 8th chemo infusion today (47m). 7th took it out of me a little more than usual, but my side effects are mostly on the mild side (besides fatigue, etc)

So get my bloodwork, took to nurse practitioner, then get in infusion room. The chemo nurse comes over and starts asking normal questions, and I just got very emotional, before my eyes got all watery she had to get a box of tissues. She was comforting & great.

My brain is telling me not to be too hard on myself this is normal, but I'm the patient that always says I'm fine just tired and give me more chemo meds if possible to beat this thing, and family/friends say I look great, etc....

Just had to get this out