Trying to be a better person - Part 1

Inherently I am not a bad person but 2024 being the lowest year of my life, I have had some hard pills to swallow.

The main thing I realized is every thing I do in a day, every decision I make, matters. I have let myself go and I choose the easier option always and this has made me weak. The strength to face challenges is lost. The fear of failure crept in and I give up so easily. I want to be a better person for myself.

I used to go to the gym and I then stopped, I go once a week. be I am not going because I lose weight nonetheless. I am unemployed and I know the work I need to put in but 4-5 days chesta then I slow down. I need to clean my room but adi alane padi undi. Chinnaga ila chaala habits unnayi which I want to change, train my brain to choose the hard things. Idi raasi gym ki veltunna.

I am going to use this as an accountability/ journal. idi anta maaku enduku, you can use notes or personal journal annachu, avvani try chesa and it didn't work out.

I am not going to post daily. Whenever I feel like I have achieved my goal or I made progress. So you can block me if you don't want to see this.