I am Addicted to Blender
I have Blender a shot a few years ago and was able to make a few basic (ugly) things.
But I picked it back up in October, and I have been creating in blender for 8, 10, sometimes 20 hours a day
This past week I've been home from work, really sick. All I've been able to do is sleep. When I'm not sleeping, I am on Blender. I can't stop. I woke up, I went to Blender, felt weak, took a nap, woke up, back to Blender.
I can't stop doing things in blender that all I do in the shower is come up with new ideas for stuff to try and make. I follow YouTube tutorials.
I don't know why it took me all these years to pick up Blender, because it really itches the few parts of my brain that are actually capable of thought.
What do I do?