Non sexual torments

I know I’m a beta because I really get off to things that are about control - not sex.

I can’t really cum from sex and prefer to be used anally and am strict about only watching censored or anal porn.

But what really activates my needy core is non sexual tasks. Things like:

having to remember long pointless sequences of numbers and letters and getting beaten if I get it wrong.

Being ordered to spend hours staring at my phone waiting a superior to message me so I can reply instantly.

Put in a corner with a lolly pop suspended in front of me and told I can move when I’ve locked it one lick at a time until it’s gone.

Counting couscous grains in the dark.

Moving piles of rocks.

I know this is so weird and pathetic and I’m sorry.