Changing my sober date due to weed
Having a hard time with this. Tomorrow I'm going to officially change my sobriety date from 13+ months to 1 month because of weed, and I keep getting a resentment over it. I have already written this resentment out twice and worked through it with my sponsor... But it keeps creeping back in.
Hubby is a normie and he thinks this is stupid because I didn't drink. I know I wasn't sober... But damn I wish I could just pretend I don't care.
I just need some encouraging words so this doesn't feel like a "do over". When I was at 30 days sober from alcohol I was a mess. Since then ive grown so much and I know emotionally nothing will change... I just feel incredibly bummed out.