I think it’s a failed abortion

Hi! Im 24(f) I think I’m 2-3 weeks delayed and I took abortion pills.

My last period was in the 1st week of Dec and my next period was supposedly in 2nd week of January bcos my period was always 5 days delay after the previous one.

I can feel already the symptoms of pregnancy like nausea, feel like vomiting, always tired so i took 2 pregnancy test on the 3rd week of January and it was both positive.

I ordered abortion pills from a legit seller (my friends know her and bought pills from her in the past and abortion is not legal here). I took the pills this Saturday as instructed: 7pm- 4pills and another 4 pills on 9pm.

After an hour or two, I can feel the mild to severe cramps and mild to heavy bleeding. It feels like you’re peeing. Around 1am, a big clot came out, size like the half of my palm with a very small white/grayish color. After that, I pee and another big clot came out, I didn’t see it cause it was on the bowl and I flushed both of it.

In the morning, I feel okay and all the other symptoms of my pregnancy was gone, so I thought it was successful.

Now I’m starting to doubt it because the seller said that there should be a placenta or we’re not sure if it was successful because she didn’t see the clots that came out to me.

Now I’m scared what if she’s right, what if just a clot or “patay na dugo” as she called. She also said that after the abortion I should have a heavy period for at least 1 weeks like that’s her standard confirmation that the abortion was successful. But after the 2 big clots, I only experienced light bleeding until now.

I don’t want to take pregnancy test again bcos I read that it’s not accurate after having an abortion and I also don’t want to wait 2-3 weeks to take pt when it’s too late.

The seller suggests a raspa which is worth 15k or take another abortion pills.

I don’t know if it was successful, it feels successful but the seller is making me anxious.

Please advise, im losing my mind researching stuff about this.