what to do?

3rd year engineering cs core student. I really don't like cs. Even if I try damn hard, I don't get good marks. I am also not a 9 pointer so attending classes and labs everyday has taken a toll on my health. I really don't want like dsa. Purchased lots of courses but none of them have helped. Also I don't have a good memory so mugging up all the cs subjects and algorithms really makes me cry. My logical skills are not so good. Atp I am too scared to even study as I have really given up working for something for which I clearly don't have an aptitude. Also the fear of getting a low paying salary and getting overexploited and bullied really haunts me. Can someone please suggest what to do?