Masterwork misery

I'm completely useless,

I simply can't get to grips with the massive trigger delay, or having to first hold down right click then hitting left for rapid fire.

Feel as if I'm playing with my toes 🤣, the hand gun takes an hour to reload.

So from a pure fun and gun perspective I love the shotgun despite it being a meme apparently, is it really that low damage?

I also love the cross bow, doe it reload faster than both the handgun and shotgun yet do slightly less damage?