Weird

So weird having to remember certain things I'd rather forget. What kind of guy did I have a kid with? The kind that says he liked me best when I was at my worst and just left the psyche hospital. When I was quiet, easily to manipulate and docile. Mind you our kid just got take away. Weird having to pack his stuff with my 13 year old because he hasn't been a dad to her nor does he care to check on her. I'm trying my best to remember something good about him so that we don't forget him but I fear this is it. This is goodbye and I hope he doesn't put up a big fight.