I Stay Mad

Mad I didn't win the lottery. More mad I didn't even play so how could I even think I could win if I never even played.

Mad cause I wanna have more sex. But I don't even like people like that for real. I rather be alone, I am my best and favorite company.

So how can i connect with anybody if I don't try to. Sex won't just magically happen. I wish it would. But people aggravate me real bad.

Mad that people be wasting my time for real. I'm so tired of small talk. Tired of texting, having one side conversations. Constantly reaching out first. Spending all this time learning all these random ass facts about someone just for them to ghost you. Like wtf was the reason?

I'm not about to chase nobody down. I'm not about to force myself on nobody. Either you will or you won't. You do or you don't!

Mad at the current state of the world. Rent too high, food too high, gas too high, everything is too much. The jobs are paying the same rate they was paying before five years ago and five years ago everything was not this expensive.

Mad that the American justice and political system is grade A garbage! Trash from every point of view and at this point USA is a joke! A comedy special that all other countries are tuning into and having themselves a knee slapping, belly deep, hooting and hollering type laugh at.

Mad that if given the choice that if given the option to stay here and face the future of this world or simply cease to exist. I'd probably choose the latter.

Another thing hell aint hot enough for some of your low life no moral no standards no values having ass criminals!

Somebody need to answer for this shit! Cause wtf is even going on for real!

and with this whole fentanyl epidemic, real quick do anybody smoke crack anymore?? I mean people been on crack since the 80s but all i hear now is fentanyl this and fentanyl that. heroin, meth, molly, lsd, laced weed and all that. i know they put fentanyl in everything including crack but do anybody actually be addicted to just craxk anymore?

Also I watched American Gangster and hell I found myself rooting for Frank to be honest. How tf the mafia been in business all these centuries and generations but every Black person that ever made it big always got shot tf down! Like damn Black people can't be successful in the drug world either huh? It's rxcist their too. That's crazy.

All is not fair in love and war.

You know the economy bad when your local drug dealer get a 9 to 5 too.

I need to go to a strip club and see if they tricking off in there, if it Friday night and the club empty then its stamped that this economy down bad yall.

Peace in the middle east and beyond!