I'm starting to dislike men
I'm 25. I normally don't brag about my appearance, it's an annoying thing to do, but I've been put on a pedestal since I was young because of my appearance. When I was a child, I was the guys' crush at school and all the adults would compliment me. When I was in high school, I was popular because of my appearance. I receive a lot of stares in public places as well.
I'm not picky, I don't think I deserve the best of the best, I actually have a pretty high sex drive and I've had a decent amount of partners. What I'm tired of is how literally all men pretend to give a damn about me only to start treating me like an object once they get what they want. This is just the most recent example, but this is something that has already happened dozens of times: I made friends with this guy in January. He seemed to be a good guy, he would even say ''thanks for your friendship, I was going through a hard time in my life, your presence makes me feel better''
after a while I was like ''I wouldn't mind having sex with him'' and that's how it started. After he had sex with me for the first time, he stopped being a friend and he would literally only call me when he was horny and then started calling me a cum dump. I ain't even joking.
I'm not begging for attention like ''oH gUys BeInG pReTtY is HaRd''
I'm happy guys wanna fuck me, what I'm not happy with is that they never seem to care about me as a person and since a lot of women complain about just being used, I think it's fair to say a lot of men are like this. Yeah there's someone decent out there for sure, but it'd still be nice if decent men weren't so rare.