Am I going to hell

I just saw a video on YouTube and this guy went to hell in a nde and I'm wondering now that I'm a baby in christ am I going to hell? Like when we die if we sinned in the past but we've repented do we still have to spend even a second in hell for sins we did in the past? Like a sentence of our sinful lives but we're now repented of these sins and we now live for God and Jesus. Do I still have to pay for the past? I'm truly terrified of hell and I don't want to spend a second in this place. I know I have been being attacked by the enemy badly especially because I feel the holy ghost in me as I'm praying and I feel there anger and I see these ugly things trying to evade my peace my home. I have always been able to see the spirit world and I have thought this to be a sorta curse but maybe I shouldn't think like that because if I see things then I'm aware of them plus I feel like God gave me this ability to be able to fight and I shouldn't look at it like a curse. I'm so confused and scared tbh. I don't want to be like this but maybe I should feel differently? Can anyone help me?