Anyone else feel like this?

So, I am transmasc, I like being referred to with he/him, and any other pronounced just feels.. weird. However, I don't feel like a man per say. I feel more comfortable calling myself a boy or guy or dude, but man? It makes me scrunch up my nose. I even asked my dad to call me kid instead of son, because som also feels too.. idk, official?? I'm not on T yet, and no surgery, bit I fully live my life as a guy and like being referred to as such.

Idk if it's just because I feel awkward since I feel like I don't pass well (I get a mix of pronouns from customers at work despite my name tag) so I feel awkward, almost like people are forcing themselves? I also used to use he/they just to give people an "out" because I knew I didn't pass until I decided to stick up for myself, but yeah.

Anyways, was wondering if anyone else felt like this too