Truly a sad day

I’ve been using an old iPhone SE to play The Tower and today on my way home from school I was biking and as I was crossing the street my old phone fell out my pocket, but I’m not sure when it fell so it’s been difficult to find. I noticed when I got back home that my phone was missing so I checked its location and it said that it was still near my school. I got back on my bike, I go to the school, and I’m looking high and low for it but to no avail. The location for my second phone keeps flickering from location to location and then that’s when it dawned on me. I dropped my phone on the road and I know that because my phone is just shattered on the road so now I have to save up about another $400 to buy a new phone strictly for The Tower. Granted i dont have to get a new phone but the defending grind doesnt ever stop. But in my 17 years of life this has to be up there for one of the most devastating losses i’ve ever experienced.