I can not bring myself to watch Seth and Summers wedding for this dumb reason

I still can’t bring myself to watch the wedding scene - it just feels too painful. There’s never been a clear answer as to why Rachel and Adam broke up. Some say it was an amicable split, while others speculate that cheating played a role. But regardless of the reason, they had been together for three years in their twenties, and marriage might have crossed their minds at some point.

To then go through a breakup and have to pretend to get married on screen? I can’t even imagine. I’m not an actor, but if I were in that situation, I know I’d struggle with it. I don't know I just entered my 20s and haven't been in a relationship so it's not even that I relate but just the thought of having to do this seems so hard to me.