Am I cooked?
To baat ye hai ki meri last female interaction properly class 12 me hui thi jo ki aj se karib 2 saal pehle hai , 11th me mera ek femake class mate ka exam me help kiya (online exams kyuki lockdown chal rha tha) tha wo patanehi kyu mujhe apna best friend manne lagi tabse or baas aisehi baat karne lagi , mujhe romantically wo pasand nehi thi or woh subah sham jab dekho message karti rehti aur bakbak krti rehti thi. Saradin kya kya kiya or waisa hi uska ex ne kaise cheat kiya tha or kaise uske ma baap use studies me bure score karne ke liye maar te the or abuse kar te the verbally. main sab sunta thanor use comfort dene ki koshish karta tha.
Class 11 th ke last mai aakar maine ek meme page banayi thi aise hi anonymous rehke instagram me, waha ek ladki ka message aata hai samne se, phir kuch dino insta pe baat karne ke baad woh mera number mangti hai, main kaafi naya tha internet pe to number dediya(woh wala number meri ma ka tha kyuki tab mera koi phone nehi tha) fir chat e chalu hui lambe lambe din din raat raat , thoda sa sexting to nehi kahunga par aise non-veg flirt karne lagi mai attach hogya tha usse phir ekdin achanak ghost kar diya, maine bohot roya, uss time kaafi difficult tha khali uski yaad aati thi par jaise taise nikala par aaj bhi woh mere birthday pe wish karti hai aur me uske khali in dono din hi ham baat karte hai kareeban 2 ghanta call me
To sirf yehi dono tha mere 19 saal ki umar jo thori bohot female interaction huwa. Chat Am I Cooked?
TLDR- zindagi mai female interaction ki kami