I’m a Pisces I miss my Taurus

I loved her so deeply, but she always seemed to prioritize others and sought validation from other guys. I tried to be there for her, but we eventually broke up because my insecurities got the best of me. I didn’t know how else to love her, so I ended up expressing the pain I felt when she took everyone else’s side. She saw it as me blaming her, but I just needed to process everything. We were co-dependent, and looking back, I wish I’d understood my own insecurities better. I miss her so much and I wish I could have handled things differently. She is so beautiful. I want nothing but the best for her. But what I would do to give her a massage, get her food, and cuddle. She always liked me playing with her hair I would do it all night long. Sometimes, I wonder if she’ll ever reach out again, but from what I understand about Tauruses, once you're done, you're done. I think I’ve hurt her too much by expressing my feelings, I respect her and I fear of we did get back together my fears and insecurities would resurface. Should I try to get her back, or is it time to let go and move on? I’ve never loved anyone this deeply. Y’all are the best!