I want to play so bad but…

I want to play and get gud at this game so bad. But the learning curve is insane and the time it takes to learn everything is wild. At least that’s how it feels. Also, unlocking flea is a huge turn off to me. Like, until I unlock flea I just lose almost every fight because most people are chads IN COMPARISON to cheap starting gear.

So here are my gripes and if anyone can answer I’d LOVE to get back into the game.

Gripes: -No map????? I have to have something on my second monitor and it still takes time to find exits. Not to mention learning all spawn point and NOT TO MENTION spawns and heavy PMC ares

-No flea until level 15. This means until the grind to lvl 15, I’m a Timmy that gets destroyed because most people have better weapons and especially better ammo. This is a big one for me. The guns are DOG SHIT until lvl 15 and the ammo is even worse. I can hit my shots but the ammo is so ass. The best option imo is PS ammo. Like huh??????? At least the ones you can buy. It’s horrible. This makes doing missions just absolutely horrible because not only are PMCs roaming but even the damn scavs are a problem since my weapons are so shit.

-Finally, most of the player base has been playing for years. I’m so far behind I feel like I’m better off waiting for a new Tarkov-esk game and jumping on that when it comes.

I would love to hear solutions! Other than that, I’m happy you guys are having a good time on the game. Good luck in your raids.

P.S I would wager I have around 70 hours in the game and I’ve learned customs my heart. So, I know what it takes to learn a map and common places to go. Also, I unlocked flea once and that was the best time I had on the game after that. By far.