S.o/potential partner Q

I’ve posted before but I lost the post because I posted anon so idk if ppl responded. But have any of you ever talked about your condition to your partner/someone you were interested in pursuing. I really like this guy, but I’m so scared that if I tell him about this that he’ll not want to associate with me anymore, especially because he’s super big on hygiene/wellness. But, I feel so terrible for continuing to lead him on especially since I haven’t told him about it. I haven’t seen him in person for over like 7 years. (I’ve known him since hs, we’ve only been talking for a few months, but I’m just saying I haven’t seen him in person in a few years) Idk. I want to tell him so I know if he wants to stick around or not, but I’m also super f…ng embarrassed to even have to think of talking about this. Like what if he tells other people? He knows a lot of the same people that I do. Idk. I’m just scared. & I hate that I keep pushing ppl always because of this when I could just put my big girl panties on and tell them. This post was a whole bunch of just rambled thoughts. But I’m still inquiring on whether any of you have talked to someone about it.