Hurt

. So, for the past 10 yrs people have been convering nose, telling me I smell weird, accusing me of farting, and sniffing every time I go outside. And btw it still happens, but when I ask my doctor she said she could not smell anything. When I told two different therapists they accused me of thinking “negatively or believing false thoughts”… when I told my mom she said I’m making an excuse that I smell because I can’t make friends. That really hurt my feelings. My personality is not good but that’s not the main reason. My social skills have declined so much and I am terrified of people because of this. Anyways, it feels like everyone is trying to make me feel like I’m crazy or gaslight me into thinking I’m wrong. When all these years people been ostracizing me over this, yet no one believes me,. Please don’t accuse me of being “in my head too much” …