Prayer? Trauma? Hopelessness?
Hi guys!! Today is my birthday and I prayed and tried so hard to ignore reactions but I let it ruin most of it. I prayed so hard but to no avail. I eat so healthy and it seems the reactions are getting worse from which they previously were. I am in a frantic mode of buying hella supplements and I even spent bday money on new supplements or whatever to get rid of reactions. Btw I smell like nothing and my skin is cleaning so I truly don’t understand.
I have seen many others say that prayer works for them, it takes away their symptoms and they disease overall and I just don’t understand how it would work. I have prayed so much, said so many promises to the universe/god….but it just keeps getting worse. I feel forgotten and unheard. What are your opinions on prayers for this condition? Also I’m not religious lol.
Do any of you have trauma? I was wondering if this condition came from excess trauma because I was bullied for smelling all throughout high school but never received reactions EVER. I was very insecure, shamed, isolated, and shunned. When I got to college I was overthinking so bad that it would be the same as high school, then out of nowhere I started getting reactions….i instantly thought “do I smell bad?” Because of trauma from high school, even though I didn’t smell bad. This has spiraled for 2 years and the more research and buy supplements, starve myself, eat healthy….it keeps getting worse and it’s making me want to just leave. I cannot take it and I want to understand. I want to know if others have had trauma before this condition…or has this condition had just came randomly for some?
Hope you all are having a great day! 😔🙏🏽